BALDWIN I COULDN'T LOVE MY SON
My newborn baby was handed to me and as I gazed down at him, I just felt emptiness.
There was no massive wave of love sweeping over me as I’d expected it too.
My hubby Robert, 35, and I had been thrilled when I had fallen pregnant. We’d got married a few years before after meeting at a call centre where we both worked.
When I fell pregnant we were both over the moon, but then when our son Ryan actually arrived, it felt so different from what I was expecting. [download copy]